Whatever others might say, my decision is final, no more parties because I have to focus on my studies. My friends can’t believe what am I saying to them, because as they have known, I’m the one who invites them for every occasions, even without occasions. Most of the time, we were going to club or bar to spend our night and sleep during day time. Almost everyday, I’m not going to school or even if I do, cutting classes is my favorite subject.

All of those stuffs will going to change as my guardian passed away. He died because of too much worry about me, every night that I’m not home is like a terrible nights for him. He’s not going to sleep unless he see me sleeping on my room or just got home. Life is so unfair because he was the only person left in my life, I don’t have any family, and he serves as my mom and dad. After he passed away, all of the office furniture left on his room were all cleaned and well organized, though he will not going to use those anymore. Promising to be a better person is a hard thing to do, but I did.